newnewnew

new backround. new start.
 i realized the cold setting wasnt bringing me in, it was bringing me down. so i updated my blogger home to something Warm.
  it was brought to my attention recently that i suck, at like EVERYTHING lol. but especially the things that  i cherished most, such as writing poetry and art. well yeah i can let the art thing go, it became a distant love right around the time i had a child and said child consumed my everything. i dont really miss it, but the writing, gah i took pride in that, and to be told it was childish, novice, and overtly cliche broke my heart. the worst part was that i agree with them. so im at a cross roads, i can either:
push on, try to get better, expand my horizons and submerge my everything into perfecting the art of words.
or i can stick to what im naturally proficient at, such as starving and reading.
both are a great way to spend ones free time if i do say so myself.
my weight right now is horrifying, so no matter what i need to remedy that. but the real thing i guess im asking is, if i do decide to pursue writing, would you girls help me by commenting on what is good/bad about it. i trust your opinions a hell of alot more than some over paid college professor whos only goal is to drown me in rules.

luvs yoos! meg
listening to Florence and the Machine. luvs it toos!

oh BALLS!
              im sick. ive got the cough to the cold (high fives to those who get my reference) so its ToMaTo SoUp TiMe , home made of course so i know how many cals are in it :)
boytoy bought me flowers today. its the first time ive ever recieved flowers from something with a penis. feels good. feels like i won!
      speaking of penis, im finally getting some.though of course when im sick my sex drive is in the toilet...
he also bought me three two liter bottles of diet soda. needless to say, i would be in heaven if it werent for the sniffles.
welp im off to cook, ill post pictures / recipe / cal content when im done.

oh and im a vegetarian sporting a chick-fil-a shirt. i prefer irony to suffering.

luv yoo, Meg-Zilla

When i get skinny again, im going to invest in a shirt that says " plump" on it.that way when the fatties confront me and say "eat a sandwich"  i can fire right back that maybe they wouldnt be so disgusting if they would just put down the sandwich instead of shoving their gluttonous ways down my skinny throat.
current weight: 103pds.
i dont know if i really plan on losing weight right now, but occasionally skipping a meal sure does feel great!

this last one is of my womb monster and i. i look pretty tired ( i took a greyhound, 10hr bus rides suck balls)i took a few days off work to spend some time with him.
luvs yooos , Mega-tron.

Dear Ana and Mia,
when im lonely, your the only ones that are there to comfort me. people are so unreliable.
thank god for ED.

....on a side note i hate the other ED. havent been poked by the BF for over 2 weeks now. FML. my vagina might turn to dust if i dont get some action soon.

Luvs you all. Megs.