Wednesday, January 11, 2012

had my core ripped out of my chest
shaved my head
gained weight
lost weight
worked too much
quit my job
contemplated suicide
still not sure which road to take




just wanted to drop in and say i miss you girls. i dont have internet where im staying. im about 100pds right on the dot. blah , i told myself i cant off myself till im at least 88. that also gives me time to change my mind lol.
finding hope in some new friends. they give me meaning and dont think im a hideous monster. loves them too