look left.
see yourself at 97pounds94pounds90pounds88pounds. Is it happiness?
now look right.
see 103 pounds of girl. five foot four, barely thin. more average than skinny. is that what i want? its what i am. i feel gross.
(is there an easier way to fall?)
I wonder if i could drop back down to 94 without anyone noticing. my pants are too tight.
ba hum bug.
working at a restaurant makes it hard to lose weight food.they claim their food is healthy. bullshit. ruined hummus for me and my coworkers though. told them it looks like my grandmothers kneecaps.
delicious right? shaved 120 cals out of my daily intake though.