When i get skinny again, im going to invest in a shirt that says " plump" on it.that way when the fatties confront me and say "eat a sandwich"  i can fire right back that maybe they wouldnt be so disgusting if they would just put down the sandwich instead of shoving their gluttonous ways down my skinny throat.
current weight: 103pds.
i dont know if i really plan on losing weight right now, but occasionally skipping a meal sure does feel great!

this last one is of my womb monster and i. i look pretty tired ( i took a greyhound, 10hr bus rides suck balls)i took a few days off work to spend some time with him.
luvs yooos , Mega-tron.

Dear Ana and Mia,
when im lonely, your the only ones that are there to comfort me. people are so unreliable.
thank god for ED.

....on a side note i hate the other ED. havent been poked by the BF for over 2 weeks now. FML. my vagina might turn to dust if i dont get some action soon.

Luvs you all. Megs.

look left.
see yourself at 97pounds94pounds90pounds88pounds. Is it happiness?
now look right.
see 103 pounds of girl. five foot four, barely thin. more average than skinny. is that what i want? its what i am. i feel gross.
(is there an easier way to fall?)
I wonder if i could drop back down to 94 without anyone noticing. my pants are too tight.
ba hum bug.
working at a restaurant makes it hard to lose weight food.they claim their food is healthy. bullshit. ruined hummus for me and my coworkers though. told them it looks like my grandmothers kneecaps.
delicious right? shaved 120 cals out of my daily intake though.

101.8
slowly finding myself again

103pds
getting better sucked



.welcome home ana

ana give me hope

stayed up way too late last night. just woke up and its like, 5 pm. ah well, it just gives me less time to eat.
im completely out of control lately. boytoy mentioned how i used to only eat one or two cookies when i was skinnier but now i eat the entire F-ing box. im such
a
pig.

current weight: 98 pds.
current mood: i feel empty, but not in the good way. (bingepurge on the horizon)
i suck.
if im lucky ill stick to tea and boba. yeah it has calories but it keeps me from binging.

meg

bingepurge

4 donuts
one small bag of cheetos
one carrot
3 tablespoons peanut sauce
3 slices of "stuffed" pizza

(thinking about adding oatmeal on top of that too)

its the biggest binge ive had in a while. welp im off to purge
wish me luck